Tuesday, March 18, 2008

The Ides of March or I why I hate March

There is something about this time of year that sucks. Maybe it is that I have had a miscarriage every march for the last 3 years!!

This one was etopic. This one caused a lot of pain. I spent a few days in the hospital.

In a few months I will be getting a HSG and maybe that'll give us the answers we need.

As well the weight loss must continue as I am starting to believe this is the reason.

As you can imagine I am feeling numb right now. Moments of disbelief keep surfacing. The anger hasn't come yet but it will. Charles is taking it hard and had a hard time in hospital every time thry played lullaby over the PA to indicate a baby had been born!

S0 now we look at our options and try to heal. Will we heal quicker than last year-I sure hope so. The losses are hard enough but the strain on our marriage last year was too much.

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